Tina Campbell continues to serve as an inspiration for many women who are also healing fron depression caused by infidelity. Shortly after winning an NAACP Image award for her solo album, "It's Personal" the Mary Mary singer opend up about coming back from the embarrassment and pain her husband had caused when admitted to cheating.
Now promoting the new season of "Mary Mary" she explained how the adultery left her feeling "suicidal and homicidal."
"It wasn't like, I done lost my mam, I want to kill myself," Tina said. "I love my husband, but I was like, 'I can get another man.' During that stage I was underconfident, but I was cocky. I was like 'Google me, I could have whoever I want!" But really, 'cause I felt like nothing, that's where it came from. Total insecurity. It wasn't about losing my man. I was like, 'Okay, I'm a family woman, and I don't even have one. 'My family was a complete lie, and that's how I felt."
The WE tv reality show "Mary Mary," with her sister Erica Campbell, returned for a 5th season March 3rd. She and her husband Teddy continue to be a point of curious drama for the series. She stated that Teddy's cheating made her so dizzy with anger and insecurities, that she felt that she had nothing to live for.
"I was just at a terrible, terrible place. I was homicidal and suicidal, but I told God, 'I know I'm crazy and I know I'm all the way thrown off, but I don't want to be like this. I want to forgive. I want to let this go. I want to know that good people make bad decisions because they feel like they're between a rock and a hard place, whatever the case, you want something but you go about it the wrong way. 'I was like, 'I don't want to hate the world. I don't want to be bitter and insecure and angry. If you can help me forgive and help me see people and myself in the way you see them, I promise I'll tell everybody about it if you get me out of this pit.' And God really did help me. And I found that help in the Bible. So yes I was crazy before I was sane. And I did crazy real good. And I did sane real good."
She and Teddy are in a beter place now all with God's help.
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